it's when you cry just a little but you laugh in the middle that you've made it

.... :sighs:

I hate being poor. I hate that one thing going wrong can reduce Mum to yelling and having her mini-break downs. I hate being a completely useless person in any realms of importance. I hate having a surge of petty jealously whenever I read about a friend going out and making an impulse buy or visiting a con or somesuch. I hate being apparently unhirable. I hate that the industry I want to go into is so hard to break into.

I just have a lot of hate.

-Lucy