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luciazephyr) wrote2012-09-17 09:04 pm
luciazephyr) wrote2012-09-17 09:04 pm
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today something happened. something bad enough that I don't feel welcome or safe here anymore. I feel completely trapped. When I was done crying and needed to just be *away* for a while, all I could do was go outside and walk. When I got back, she grabbed my arm and pulled me back in, like bringing me back was some kind of magnanimous thing.
Everyone's acting like nothing happened. But I'm not okay. I don't think I'm going to be okay again.
Everyone's acting like nothing happened. But I'm not okay. I don't think I'm going to be okay again.