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[luciazephyr]

today something happened. something bad enough that I don't feel welcome or safe here anymore. I feel completely trapped. When I was done crying and needed to just be *away* for a while, all I could do was go outside and walk. When I got back, she grabbed my arm and pulled me back in, like bringing me back was some kind of magnanimous thing.

Everyone's acting like nothing happened. But I'm not okay. I don't think I'm going to be okay again.

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[silentstep]

I wish I knew what to say that could help. Saying something like "I hope things get better" is... not something that is going to help, though of course I do hope that things do, somehow.

If you want to talk, I can listen.