I feellike crying...

[luciazephyr]

I can’t think straight, I’m hearing about fifty channels in my mind, I can stop twitching, I can’t focus.

God, I hate it.

Ever since yesterday, I’ve been off mentally. Or maybe it’s physically, I’m not sure. I can’t sit still, I barely hear what people say when they speak to me. *choked sob*

Everytime I’m sitting, I want to get up and pace. Whenever I’m standing or walking, I want to lay down, but I get too stir-crazy. Considering school today, that’s not a great thing. I’m never gonna get any work done! >.<

I know something’s wrong. I can’t think like I normally do. Usually, I can just start writing stories in my mind, start to finish. Takes me about two hours. I can usually play a song in my head, complete with lyrics in perfect timing. I can usually review an episode of TV I watched last night. Now, I falter after a few sentances, lyrics jumble with other songs, and I can’t even remember what I watched last night.

I want to talk to Nueva. Can’t. I want Lancey to cheer me up. Banned from chatrooms. I want Courtknee and Summer to calll me meanie. Not gonna happen.

I want a hug. *hugs jacket tighter around self* I hope I feel better soon, `cause this really sucks.

~Lucia

Comments

[awomanoragirl.livejournal.com]

::HUG!CLING:: OMG what happened?!?! ::worried:: Banned from chatrooms? by your Mom? how long?

As far as the mental thing, I can relate, betting in your case this is only a temporary annoyance, as mine is not. ::is manic-depressive:: If you need to vent you can email me if ya wanna, either of my chat screen names @aol.com will work for that.

::sends positive vibes your way:: I hope you feel better soon too sweetie! ::hugcling::

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

I've always been banned, dear. Hence why I'm sneaky.

*hugs* I'm sorry. I'm complaining and you must have to deal with it all the time. *pets*

~Lucia

[courtknee.livejournal.com]

::hug!cling:: I wub j00. ::lick:: Life can suck, indeed. I really hope things get better. ::snuggle::



::being too touchy-feely::

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*likes the physical comfort* Love you too, hun. Thanks for the thought. ^.^

~Lucia

[tehshroom.livejournal.com]

aww, I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. *huggles*

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*sniff* Thanks. Nice iconage. Made me laugh.

~Lucia