you're the one who grows distant when I beckon you near

[luciazephyr]

Checking FM lately makes me angry.

I just... fuck. I want to RP so badly because I haven't in so long and I don't have any good ideas for FM, and I'm so not going to go into a big public RP after I fucked up again, and the RP I was excited about isn't viable anymore it seems and dammit.

I'm just... incredibly frustrated with life and fandom lately and I don't have an outlet anymore and it's making me crazy.

Fuck.

-Lucy

ETA: I wonder if I can use Hal having a broken leg in my clichefic... I mean, a certain person already did a whole fic on it, right? hm.

Comments

[nuevayuimaxwell.livejournal.com]

Have you ever considered somarium? It's medium size, not too active and there's a bunch of MGS people there. The players are extremely nice and sociable. I've had nothing but a blast since I joined it, about 6 months ago. I highly recommend it! Plus we would be able to RP together again <333

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Not going to happen. I kind of have huuuuge interpretation differences with the cast. Really big ones.