you're the one who grows distant when I beckon you near

[luciazephyr]

Checking FM lately makes me angry.

I just... fuck. I want to RP so badly because I haven't in so long and I don't have any good ideas for FM, and I'm so not going to go into a big public RP after I fucked up again, and the RP I was excited about isn't viable anymore it seems and dammit.

I'm just... incredibly frustrated with life and fandom lately and I don't have an outlet anymore and it's making me crazy.

Fuck.

-Lucy

ETA: I wonder if I can use Hal having a broken leg in my clichefic... I mean, a certain person already did a whole fic on it, right? hm.

Comments

[thene]

Um. It's a cliché fic. How can it be wrong to be LESS THAN TOTALLY ORIGINAL?

You could always hop in FM chat and ask if anyone has anything they want to thread with any of your characters? I need to get back in there myself but irl=too stressful right now. I owe a few people tags from a couple of weeks ago :/

[nuevayuimaxwell.livejournal.com]

Have you ever considered somarium? It's medium size, not too active and there's a bunch of MGS people there. The players are extremely nice and sociable. I've had nothing but a blast since I joined it, about 6 months ago. I highly recommend it! Plus we would be able to RP together again <333

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Not going to happen. I kind of have huuuuge interpretation differences with the cast. Really big ones.