I feellike crying...

I can’t think straight, I’m hearing about fifty channels in my mind, I can stop twitching, I can’t focus.

God, I hate it.

Ever since yesterday, I’ve been off mentally. Or maybe it’s physically, I’m not sure. I can’t sit still, I barely hear what people say when they speak to me. *choked sob*

Everytime I’m sitting, I want to get up and pace. Whenever I’m standing or walking, I want to lay down, but I get too stir-crazy. Considering school today, that’s not a great thing. I’m never gonna get any work done! >.<

I know something’s wrong. I can’t think like I normally do. Usually, I can just start writing stories in my mind, start to finish. Takes me about two hours. I can usually play a song in my head, complete with lyrics in perfect timing. I can usually review an episode of TV I watched last night. Now, I falter after a few sentances, lyrics jumble with other songs, and I can’t even remember what I watched last night.

I want to talk to Nueva. Can’t. I want Lancey to cheer me up. Banned from chatrooms. I want Courtknee and Summer to calll me meanie. Not gonna happen.

I want a hug. *hugs jacket tighter around self* I hope I feel better soon, `cause this really sucks.

~Lucia

(no subject)

*sings the Happy Birthday song to Canth* Love ya, baby! *gives a burned DVD of good B-Movies*

*points out new Daily Show icon to everyone*

Anyway, I'm in a better mood. School sucked though. Couldn't concentrate. Sarah-chan helped me out a lot in Biology since I needed it. Love you, mon ami.

Got accepted into the Gifted program. Signed up for taking the SATs instead of the ACTs. Everyone knows the ACTs only apply for America. And I am not staying around that long.

Can't wait for the Daily Show. Jack and I watched last night. When I explained the whole "stoned slackers" comment from O'Reilly, he got really pissy. Apprently he watches TDS regularly. *so proud* Teal'c was out somewhere. O.o He didn't leave a note and came home past 2 AM. He's sleeping now.

Anyway, I'm better now. No idea why make conflicted-ness disappeared so fast, but I'm so not complaining.

~Lucia

Running commentary

DIRECT YES AND NO QUESTIONS FROM KERRY, OMG! What a SHOCKER!

( The Debate and Jon Stewart's Commentary of it )

*collaspes into a mush of Democratic-ness*

~Lucia