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Go participate in 3daychallenge so amireal can stop sighing.

-Luce

And this is the third time this has happened.

Hoshi just bailed on me because Megan's sister has band camp, so they can't use the car to take us all to City.

I fucking hate this. I just wanted to see Hoshi and spend time and remember all the weird little laughs she has and that whiney sound so does when she's thinking and fuck.

And Mum wants me to take this new found free time to go look for a job and I honestly don't care about anything other than crying right now.

...

Megan just called me to get phone numbers for stuff in City. HI, MEGAN, REMEMBER THE PART WHERE YOU SCREWED UP THE PLANS AGAIN AND DIDN'T TELL ME UNTIL I WAS READY TO LEAVE AND ALL EXCITED?

I'm going to go lay down and cry until Mum forces me to leave. Goddamnit, every fucking time.

-Luce

"Sing, muse, with the passion of the pistol."

1. Summer school tomorrow. Photog and HTML. Three hours of dealing with Mr. Harris. Must remember to not kill him.



2. Must remember to kill Megan tomorrow though.



3. Have bought a Gaiman book! The Sandman: Endless Nights. Very cool. I love Death and Dream. Delirium's chapter freaked me out, though.



4. Have come to conclusion that my Deadly Sin is Envy. In similiar news, I need to grow the hell up.



5. You all should hear this song by the Decemberists: "The Island (Come and See, The Landlord's Daughter, You'll Not Feel the Drowning)". It's really three seperate songs in one and is really quite phenom. ETA: While I'm at it, here's "The Perfect Crime 2", the song referenced in the subject line. As far as I know, there is no part one.



6. It's Anderson's birthday. Generally, everyone posts PRT fic to celebrate. I have written a birthday fic for Anderson, but I cannot post it right now. When I can, it'll be up ASAP.



7. I think the City trip being canceled put me off of what could have been a great day. Now, I'm just mad at people who don't deserve it. To those people: Sorry. I'm just in a weird place right now and people have a tendancy to run away from emotional people on their FList and it makes it worse, so. Yeah.



8. Apologies to everyone for what an utter bastard I've been for the last week or two.


I'm gonna go eat some Americone Dream and try to write one of my WIPs.


9. I am crap at being a girl. I can't even do the whole "I shall have ice cream and eat by angst away" thing. How the hell do people do it?!

-Luce