WARNING: Sick!Luce swears like a sailor. Please try to ignore it.

[luciazephyr]

Since everyone's emulating scrunchy today...

1. Goddamnit. I'm having a fucking relapse apparently. Same sickness as the one I got on Christmas break. Mum just shined a flashlight down my throat and said I was swelling up again. I have to call my doctor in the morning to see about an apointment. FUCK.



2. Ran out of tissues. Running low on lemon tea (only thing that helps the pain). Can't nap. Lost all ability to play my video games because I'm exhausted and, oh, can't fucking sleep. Have to return my Six Feet Under DVDs tomorrow and I'm only on disc two of four. Damnit, and I was really enjoying the show. *tears at hair*



3. Goddamn you, astolat and your stupid Zebra fanvid, I don't need another fandom.



4. Chris is going to see Stephen live tomorrow. I'm torn between intense envy and fear of falling asleep when she calls me afterward.



5. Keith needs to work weekends. Or just Sunday. We could be at war with Ethiopia right now and I'd be clueless.



6. I'm thinking of opening my old NaNo and working on that. I really loved it and I thought it was awesome.



7. I think I blew off Chris when on the phone with her and feel horrible about it now. Chris, honey, I didn't mean to, but I had to go rest. I am that drained; it takes too much energy to talk to you. I'm sorry.



8. *pokes at SGA-360 fic*



9. Anyone know any cool due South vids?



10. Just did a FList cut. If you're cut, it's for one of two reasons: a- I've been out of touch with you for a long time. b- You're being emo.



11. People, stop being fucking emo and whiny. I really can't fucking handle it right now. Someone in particular is just being so goddamn irritating... Look, I have a recurring throat infection, I'm in realy physical pain, I have a bioDad who's refusing to pay child support, I'm lonely because I live a good few miles away from any of my friends, I'm in pain, every time I cough, gooey white crap comes up, and I'm out of fucking tissues. The day you're world is a shite as mine is right now, you may bitch and whinge. Until then, do me a favor and shut the fuck up.



12. In about an hour, I'm going to feel guilty about #11.



13. *scream of frustration and rage*

*goes to have another coughing fit and drink the last of her lemon tea*

-Luce

PS: I just made this icon just for this post. If you figure out who said it, I'll give you a million dollars.*



* No, I won't. If I had a million dollars, I'd have antibiotics right now.

BIG ETA: HEY, ALL YOU FOLK WHO HAVEN'T SEE The 10th Kingdom!!! Go here, you can watch them all on YouTube. Never say I don't love my FList.

ETA2 for further bitching: I AM SICK OF MY LAYOUT. I want my rolling header layout. BUT I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT. GODDAMNIT. I want my pretty banners! GRR!

Comments

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

*sends you the boys... all of them*

Check your mail. that may make you smile and/or laugh. Also your voicemail for me rambling tho it contains light spoilers for Heroes. Which is on TOMORROW NIGHT.

As for the quote.... uhh should I know this?

Here, have a Keith icon

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*sends the boys out with grocery lists* *keeps Keith and snuggles against him as he is big and warm*

It so made me laugh (and cough after laughing, but still). Thank you muchly.

I shall check as soon as I get the strength to go get my phone from the other side of the room.

No, you never saw the movie. *patpat*

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

*calls the boys and asks them to slip in a few things for her*

I nearly died trying not to laugh out loud. Oh man, that's so perfect. Dean as Obi Wan and MISSOURI. <3

*nods* It's just ramblings.

And good. *is patted*

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Missouri was FTW. OMG, I loved her in Yoda-Voice.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

And it's never just ramblings. I love your ramblings. *hugs*

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

<3 u.

Speaking of Zebra, I think I may have some good due south vids. Let me look in my collection.

Back in a mo.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Zebra was SOCOOL. Goody Two Shoes made me wanna see Fraser, but I won't pick up a fandom for just one character. Then I saw Zebra and... god, Kowalski. He blows Fraser out of the effin' water. I love fast-paced, awesome vids. And Shalott is very heavy on speed-cuts and nailing a millon timing spots in even the shortest vids. *swoons*

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

Ray K is so awesome. When i first saw it, I thought Ray V was gonna be it for me. When I found out he was leaving and someone new was on, I was determined to hate it. But then Ray K showed up and it was amazing.

I'm a huge RayK/Fraser fan so the vids I have, have that slant. You're going to be getting yousendit emails cause I don't feel like finding the pages. the vids or most of them should have the author's name at the beginning.

You will LOVE Kowalski. That song is perfect for him ebcause that is how he is. He's much more... manic almost. Very quick and quirky and smart in his own way. Wonderful foil to Fraser's more uptightness tho he definately loosened up a bit with Ray K.

Now I wanna go find some fic or watch an ep or 2

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

I've read up on both of them and RayK just seems like a more rounded character.

Hey, you ever read a story called "Eight Sessions" that revolves around a shooting gone horribly wrong and Ray and Fraser having to go to therapy? It's a gut-punch, awesome fic and really tears apart Fraser's characterization in a fascinating way. It be here.

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

I don't believe I have. I loves you for giving me link!

I'm sendspacing everything and doing the multiupload so I should be sending you vids in a bit. I'm watching them to see what I have again.

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

Upload has started. 5 vids total. ENJOY THEM! Some have major major spoilers but I mostly warned about them in the comments.

Gonna go read that fic now.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Puh-shaw. Spoilers. Is there such thing in a fandom that's been dead so long?

YAY, VIDS.

*small voice* Wifey, love of my life, etc.: have you been to BiTorrent recently?

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

If you've never seen Due South then yes.

no. should I be looking for 10th kingdom or something else?

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*rolls eyes* That's like saying "Serenity's the name of the ship" is a spoiler, yo.

If you have time, 10th Kingdom.

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

Dude a lot of stuff happened on this show. srsly. some of it won't make sense if you don't know it.

I shall look now tho may not be able to download it until tomorrow as I am sending you stuff. too much bandwidth

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*doesn't make the River Tam Is Made Of Chocolate joke, but wants to*

Dude, you don't have to. It's a LONG show. I'm worried your compy will crash.

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

Mininova apparently doesn't have it. I shall have to search elsewhere. tvtorrents.com might have it. however if mininova doesn't, this makes me worried.

dude it's 10 fucking hours. That was one long miniseries but oh so good.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

*vaguely hopes Chris doesn't find the torrent because, omg, ten hours and breaking Chris's computer would suck*

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

found it but it's big and the health isn't good. but this'll force me to send you those dvds so i can move sports night to dvds and maybe some other stuff. or at least to another puter. i really should turn my old puter into a hard drvie. *looks at it* I'll see about downloading it soon.

If the multi upload on sendspace sends the files one at a time, you should have Pavlov's Bell.

And heeeere's DEIFENBAKER! <3 Deifenback. Best deaf wolf ever.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

No, it always sends your multi-uploads all in one blow.

THE DEAF WOLF. I THINK HE'S AWESOME. I WANT A BITCHY, DEAF WOLF.

[chi1013.livejournal.com]

Oh. *tear*

DEIFENBAKER IS AWESOME. HE STEALS DONUTS AND BEGS FOR FOOD AND WHINES AT FRASER AND FRASER ANSWERS AND THEY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AND HE'S SO CUTE AND AWESOME AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Best. Wolf. Ever.

Even Ray started talking to him. It was so funny. <3

[silver11016.livejournal.com]

Ooh, please do work on the NaNo. I liked that story!

And sympathies on the throat thing, I have one too. 'Cept my gooey discharge is yellow. (I'm sure you didn't want to hear that one.) And yes, Keith does need to work weekends. When he does, I shall pay for cable myself just so I can have him all the time.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

I lost my muse for it when my beta-sounding board, lunarwolfik got her ass kicked by RL. Now, though... I have nothing better to do. *shrugs*

*shares some lemon tea* I do pay for cable for his pretty face. Jerk needs to cater to me, damnit. I wouldn't be opposed to him calling me and explaining the latest news to me via phone though. *lusts for The Voice*

Look, I posted a link in the ETA you might like.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

Also, you need to tell me what Scissor Sisters songs you have so I can sned you all the stuff you don't.

[silver11016.livejournal.com]

The ones I got are:
"Return to Oz"
"Better Luck"
"Don't Feel Like Dancin'"
"Everybody Wants the Same Thing"
"Get It, Get It"
"Lights"
"Music is the Victim"

^_^ Thankies! And since I imagine you could use some new music to distract you from being ill (always works for me!), here's a grab bag. (Be warned: "Megane wo Hazusu Yoru" is pure sex. I'm not even joking. Once you look past Oshitari's annoying loud deep breaths...it's just total seduction.)
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=BD8565FD123D499C

[introductory.livejournal.com]

STILL HERE! w00t!

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

You make me LULZ a lot, so, yes, you are still here.

[introductory.livejournal.com]

I GIVE YOU LULGAZMS

[raucousraven.livejournal.com]

Awww, Luce. Take good care of yourself, do. Sounds like the pills are a needful thing.

I have, alas, no current dS vid recs. But the full version of the dS fic Real Boys (http://troyswann.livejournal.com/480265.html), which I have been reccing from here to the ends of the known 'verse, might be a thing you'd like.

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

I ran out a week and a half ago, so I'll have to go in for a new prescription. *sigh, rubs throat*

*grins* I knew you'd comment with that rec. I saw the initial rec in your LJ, actually, and have tabbed the fic for later reading.

[raucousraven.livejournal.com]

Heh, yeah, I'm sexypredictable like that. Speaking of which, *molests your icon*

Dunno if licorice tea or a warm saltwater rinse would help ease the pain at all, at this point, but oh. Darlin', do take it easy on yourself. That throat thing sounds like zero fun.

[nachomanlance.livejournal.com]

Glad to see I'm still worthy to hold a spot on your FList :P Sorry to hear about what's been happening though, I know I can relate to a good few of them. I'll pray to whatever God you believe in that you'll get tissues again.

[fofomazuzu.livejournal.com]

-gives you unlimited amount of tissues and lemon tea(which sounds REALLY good right now)-

And dont worry, we all understand your sick bitchiness, everybody has it.

-uses my Andy icon for you-