MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE!

I think I am losing my mind.

Somewhere in the complex, someone is playing music with the bass turned way up high. Like when you're walking and some punk with rap music drives by and even with the windows of their car closed, you can feel the song, like a vibration on the air? That is it exactly.

And it's the same beat (bum-bah-bum-dah) over and over and over. The song must be on repeat...

I can't focus, I can't think. It's making my heartrate rise and the muscles in my arms tense.

*hugs self*

On top of that, I've accomplished nothing today. I don't know why, but I have nothing in my head, no ideas, no thoughts. And, yes, Chris, you helped a lot. I know what to do next in three of my fics but... I can't write. It makes me angry and upset and, honestly, want to cry. *hugs stomach* I like writing fic so much. I get reviews, I seem to make people happy, and then other people write fic and that makes me happy...

But now it's just the bum-bah-bum-dah...

*covers ears*

-Luce

ETA: JESUS CHRIST, it's louder now and it's "BUM BUM BUM BUM BUM". *close to fucking tears now*