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Last night the cats ran around constantly fighting, the water heater made noises, the rain and wind made it sound like someone was walking around in my home, and some jerkass's car alarm went off for a good forty five minutes at, like, 3 AM.

I just want to go back the fucking sleep but if I miss a phone call about work, I'll really and actually kill something and I fear for the cats' lives.


I feel like crying. Too tired.

-Lucy

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So they went with another applicant.



I just... I.... :hysterical laughter: I really really thought I had a chance with this one and come to find out they hire someone else without even giving me a job interview. Months of work for fucking nothing again. It's been a good year since I started job hunting and I've never even had an interview. All I wanted was to have one fucking job by the time Mum got home so I could show myself to be not a complete failure at everything. BUT I AM, COME TO FIND OUT.

Days like this, I just want to pop open the liquor cabinet, teetotalism be damned. There's a nice looking banana thing in there, maybe I'll try that.

-Lucy