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[luciazephyr]

today something happened. something bad enough that I don't feel welcome or safe here anymore. I feel completely trapped. When I was done crying and needed to just be *away* for a while, all I could do was go outside and walk. When I got back, she grabbed my arm and pulled me back in, like bringing me back was some kind of magnanimous thing.

Everyone's acting like nothing happened. But I'm not okay. I don't think I'm going to be okay again.

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[firefly99]

I don't know what I can say, but you're in my thoughts. If either of us believed, I'd pray for you, but as it is, all I can do is send you good wishes.