I'm such a terrible person. *sobs*

[luciazephyr]

Damnit, damnit. Damnit.



Mom and I were going through DVDs we want to sell. Came across my RuroKen DVDs. I said I was out of my phase with them.

*headdeskheaddeskHEADDESK*

Mom was quiet. Then she told me I ruined X-Mas.

The hellz she talking about...?

Apprently she bought me the entire boxed set of the Kyoto Arc.

Aww.... Fuck me. *headesk*

She's returning it, and claims it's okay. I still feel so bad about it. >.< *whacks selfs repeatedly with the idiot mallet*

Why?

Well, I don't get nice things like that often. Really. I'm definately not in the money, if you understand. I'm very grateful for what I do have, but that doesn't stop me from lusting for other things I want. See she me looking for a cheap RuroKen set on Amazon, so she figured it would make me happy. And it did, but I'm still out of the anime-phase. So she was being so kind to me, and I fucked it up. >.< Damnit to hell.



I am scum. *curls up on the floor and wallows*

~Dr. Zeph

Comments

Re: D'OH! >_<

[nuevayuimaxwell.livejournal.com]

**nods** Yeah, I know, I've felt it too. But I feel I just can't let it go either......I know it doesn't make sense, but that's how I feel. I still feel responsible foe the well-being of the Clan, even though I'm not as active in it as I was....

Nueva

Re: D'OH! >_<

[lucia-tanaka.livejournal.com]

I know. I mean, I still check the forums once or twice a week, just to forfill my duties as Admin. But they're not my priority.

~Lucia